Wednesday, August 22, 2007
This week is like the most borin n toughest week in my holiday!!!Am so depressed abt the Badminton World Championship, & now have to go to Doha like every morning(early,7am till 12.30pm) to Maryam Center to listen to ceramah abt Qurann n Ramadan tht is comin soon.AND today i was beaten by Indians which were my students!!DAMN it!This is gonna getting worst!
guess wat? i had "*twisted*" (t'seliuh) my hips joint while am busy "battling" wid those INdians. i gotta moved a lot n without realizing tht i was moving so much, i suddenly "twisted" my own's right hips joint n it;s hurt like hell!!! haih,bak kata pepatah"Dahlah patah kaki, pastu jatuh tangga plak"n malang memang tak b'bau! I never get injure playing badminton b4 n now I DO!!i ll never forget this!NEVER! HANTE!don't why am losing by Indians. I had always beats them(all the time) but suddenly, i mis so much gd shots n am losing my smash skills out of the blue. Just all sudden i lost my most powerful skills in badminton and "froze" a lot, hahaha...even my sis were calling me "FROZEN NADIA"!damn it!n then my scd sis had to carried me home(dia papah kita balik n ramai org pandang, so humiliating n embarassing!)
u know wat am thinking rite now? i just thought tht me n Lee Chong Wei(my badminton idol) are "soulmate". Our soul undderstand each other n we share feelings. I jus thought tht coz when Lee was beaten by Sony Kuncoro(Indo) he was crying n at tht moment i saw his cried, i cried too. And b4 the championship is starting, Lee was full of confidence tht he gonna win the championship and at tht moment i was feeling like tht too, i even beats Ghaffar's gang, Indians, my dad n some philiphinoes couple(adults) tht i known them in the badminton's court(they wanna play wid me first). Do u guys see how me n Lee r connected by our soul?em, this ridiculous but i do hope this is true....pray for me tht it;s true k?
Here is the pic take i drew when am thinkin abt M'sia disqualified on the semi final (BWC) n Lee's feeling. The cartoon tht i drew r Lee n his coach,comforting him.i even did a poem Abt Lee's feeling.::::.
It is my destiny, i didn't mean to throw the champioship away
everytime i close my eyes, i can only see victory
u can't survive it, the pain u feel inside
i had never felt this way since AM LOST!
By[the pain of a professional badminton player's losing a match feeling]
"Aza Aza Fighting, badminton players!!!"
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