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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Can someone, whoever who read my blog can give me a very alternative ways to overcome my Stress??? I’m depressed n Stress out rite now n am not sure what am so depressed about. But I think it might from come from the business result I jus received today. Suffering Snakes!!! I got a C (63%) for the test that I worked so hard on it. It just not fair, I spent two days before the test revised for almost 4 hours n I get nothing??? Why is it so unfair?? I should get what I’m expected to get, B sound ok for me BuT not a C again? I’ve got C before n I aimed myself not to get a C anymore but looked at my result now……C!!! Even Fahrina got the same marks as me!! I’m so disappointed on myself, seriously, I’M!!! I got this stupid childish Imagination rite now. I think Farri Agri (arghh, hate him) took my brain! Ain’t that’s stupid?? But I still believing because you see here, before the test, I was a bit friendly with Farri ( I never talked to Farri even though he’s in my class, so when I said “a bit friendly” means that I talked to him quite a lot) and then guess what? I think he got a better mark than me! DAMN!!! I think…… because in class he started to becoming very good at business….yes, started to. Before that, I was always better than him, always but after I talked to him, DAMN……everything changed! He took my luck for business!!! HE TOOK MY BUSINESS BRAIN!!! So, what I gonna do now is GET A BETTER MARK THAN HIM!!! I HAVE TO! I can’t let him beat me! NEVER!!!
Another thing I was upset about was this documentary video that Mr. Lambros showed us today. It shows us how violent, how bad, how disgusting America is. I realize that American cause all the wars in the past. They were actually BULLYING all the poor asian country such as Vietnams, Serbia, Africa, Iraq etc. They were really mean. I felt so sorry to all those innocent victims being killed violently by bloody American hands. It’s really sad when you watch the documentary……
By the way, I felt so sorry to Egit as well. She got a “F” for her test which was Really Really bad!!! I felt so bad about it because I helped her a lot revising and she did done a good jobs when she’s revising with me but when it comes to test, jang jang, jang she forget everything!!! Damn!!!
I suddenly felt so stupid about myself. I realize that I never make people happy, I never make people laugh or smile, I only cause they hate me more…I don’t know why I thought like that, I felt I’m useless in the crowd. I couldn’t do anything; I’m just annoying people which make people hate me more. Yes, I do want to improve and be like Rachel but I felt helpless. I felt stupid when I doing that. Sometimes I want to be heard, attention by people around me but no one actually listen to me……I know, it’s kind of sad when people don listen to you. That’s why I joined MUN so people can “actually” listen to your voice although they are not interested with my speech. I felt free when in front of microphones, especially in front of the crowd.
Ok, I going to stop nagging now & have a very happy life!
Labels: school days
Thursday, May 24, 2007
happy things happened today:
- POPCORNS!!!!!yes, we were eating popcorn in Mr.Vardy's lesson. The popcorns taste YUMMY....MMMMMM...licious...licious! The boys were busy went outside n showing off the popcorn to other class(lambros).i felt so sorry to LAmbros's class student(hahaha,ahmed is there!)...reason???She doesn't have tht HAPPY mood to have some jokes n keep teaching borin stuff. We,wid Mr.VArdy...are having so much fun wid his lesson. Im so jeolous of 10JVA class,they got a very COOL n Happy-go-lucky teacher,very lucky!!!
- 10JVA were taking the lead in today assembly which was very nice. Damn, i can;t believe ahsan became a NERD in tht act...but he's a very gd actor(yelah,budak drama). he looked nice wid tht nerd style...heuheuheu...>,<
- am re-watchin the Akademin FAntasia 4. Concert ke-10 i tink....oh,how much i mis it!!!!GO AMIRUL AZWAN!!!he's like amirul in qatar...heuheuheu....uh,uh,lotter is singing "ibu Kota Cinta"...very old song.
- oh yeah,amirul talked to me today!!!He's askin wether we have meetinn later,n i said yee but he didn turn up in the meeting....
SAD things happened today:
- got a 10min lelcture from Zokas abt printing. HEy,y can;t i print jus a small pic (the tuckshop) n gave a a whole long lecture abt it!Damn,y zainab,sherin n others never get alecture abt it????Y is it only me??WHY????
- the scholl was specially tiring today......
damn,i don feel like i wanna write somuch....i want to watch AF4....lagi sedap!!!bye.......
Labels: school days
Monday, May 21, 2007
This is special post for Aeman Javed who is gonna sit her final GCSE exam tomorrow....
LEMON!!!
i heard that u r so damn nervous(stress) abt tomorrow exam...but hey listen here,i want to let u knoe tht everyone here are praying for u,love u and care abt u. We don want to be so stress b'coz of the exam....we knoe u gonna WELL in the exam,so chills gurl!!!No need to be so stress, u knoe tht u can get an A in exam coz u deserve an A!!!
GO GURL!!!
am really worried abt lemon now, couldn stop thinking abt her...i heard from Amna tht she's really streess out n she really want to see me...i really i could help her BUT no, coz this is all up to her to overcome the "illness". Am sorry lemon,i wish i can help but i realized tht i couldn do much coz it's all up to u do it well....Gd luck lemon Javed!
p/s:i bet Jeron is supporting u as well)
Labels: school days
Saturday, May 19, 2007
- 11am - 3pm= spent all my time at al waha wid ahmed n egit. We were discussed some tuckshop stuff...yee,very borin.I met lambros happy family there n guess wat?His daughter kept cried n cried for 5 min,DUH.....we all couldn't cope it,so...apa lagi...lari laa..
- 4.30pm- 6.30pm= KICKBOXIN!!!uh,i love this exercise!!thnx to rach,now my body become more fitter n sexier....wahaha.!!>,<
- 7.30pm-10pm=liza's b-day party.Man,the party was awesome!!!we watched "Grudge 2" which was so SCARY!!!OOOOOOOOO.....SPOOOOOKY!!!all of the indo gurls were there n when we all scream,u can hear our voice from outside....really!!!!but is was cool watchin scary movie wid lot of ppl...espeacially the gurlsss....chills!
- uh..gd news!REGI the robot>,<>
- :(i miz lemon......n i heard tht she's sick now.....lemon,if u read this,plz plz plz don put so much pressure on urself!!!!PLZ!!!we all here worry abt u!!!
Labels: happy days
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
TO my LEMON!!!
Good Luck on ur GCSE's EXAM!!!WE ALL LOVE U & ALWAYS SUPPORT FOR U!!!
DO IT WELL!!!
Lot's of love:lee nadia
Labels: school days
Monday, May 14, 2007
man...i was VERY BUSY These day- h/w, cousework, exams, badminton training, kickboxing & tuckshop! i hate tht shop,so un-organised...nasty!
yesterday, i walked home with ????guess who???MR. LAMBROS!!!Yes,my english teacher...or should i say the 2nd hottest teacher in our school???ok,we walked from co-op till the cricket pitch...n we talked n talked abt english n he eventually asked me whether he's being mean to us not?
Lambros: nadia, do u think i being too mean to those student tht didn finish their h/w??urgh,maybe i shouldn't told them to come to my house today!Oh, how stupid am!!!"*in a guilty voice*(those hu didn finsh the h/w have to go send to his house yesterday)
me: oh Mr. LAmbros,i think u r being too nice to us. I think u should be cruel like Mr. O'brian so they can OBEY u and finish off the h/w quickly.u have to show tht they r scare of u so they can more discpline"
Lambros:Hahahaha..u think so??? yeah,maybe i should give a thought abt it but still i don think they ll listen to me tho!!!"
did u hear tht???he's askin me an advice!!!waaaa....this is great babe!!!oh yeah..he even said sory for insulting me in lesson today. He was askin us this question abt the "c" stuff....n i accidently open my eng. book n suddenly he shouted at me"NADIA,U R CHEATING!CLOSE THE BOOK BACK!!!" n i was like staring at the book n u should c my at tht time,it was an innocent face, a blank face!!!
so,everythin was great!!!He even said am a very gd student coz no one actually tried to looked for the word tht he's askin us,n he thought tht i was very quick to find it in the book!!Damn,he like me!!!Labels: happy days
Saturday, May 12, 2007
i went to auntie mary's house yesterday nite to visit Glen's grandparents...they were special,one of the grandma got very long ears n donno knoe how she got it. Rach told me it was the Ibanese's tradition to have a long ears..so,watever it is, it's looks cool.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
sory for the late posting again...em,busy wid coursework, h/w n house work!Gee,y is it the eldest have to do all the work inside the house????
btw,i played a tournament yesterday.mm,very bad*sign*,this yr...the QUESS BADMINTON TOURNAMNET SUCKS!!!No DC n Al jazeera...i mis them lol....jus like last yr.I'm havin fun last yr....back to the game,ok..i got beaten by this QA gurl..she's not tht gd, but at tht moment, i was rlly tired n out breath coz i played alot of matches b4..so,tht's y i lost..kinda sad...but i don care anymore,am focusing on exams now!!!I love studying!!!uh,btw...i forgot to brought my track shoes so i was borrowin arubz n it was damn gd.!rhnx arubz!!
em,jus cam eback from egit's party...kinda fun tho!but it was HOT out there n the hotdogs were all burn!!Blame M.A for this...he cooked it!!!So,me n gina couldn' stand the heat,so we went upstairs n wayched big mama 2....it's cold there!!phew...enaknya!So,ppl weere downstairs playin around...i tink they threw cakes to each other....emm,nice.
am rellly tired now...my schoolday,kickboxin,egit's party....everythin was tiring!!!
Labels: happy days
Monday, May 7, 2007
nothin mouch to write today....btw,today i got break duty wid ahmed,yup,the pc freak...gee,i hate him!ok,the problems' mk didn his duty , n rach was kinda pissed...she's not happy wid it...wahaha,poor her,got tht mk!!!kesian..kesian!
oh yeah,tomorow tuck shop's duty!
Sunday, May 6, 2007
hooray!!!am in badminton Quess Badminton Tournament in Dukhan..yes,again..like last yr....but this yr i play single...a bit shaky here.....
btw,the tuck shop was great!!!every1 were busy n busy n busy n we,the new babes...don even have chance to ask question....we make lot of profit tht day!!!so,ppl,plz come to tuck shop...new drinks!!!Me n M.A make gd team there,yay!
Mr.Green told me am rubbish but y he chooose me then??Labels: happy days
Saturday, May 5, 2007
man!!i hate english cousework!!!it took me 5 hours to finish n icha/ egit jus called me askin wat to do!!!!arghh...every1 in my group were so frustrated!!!hate it !hate it!!
btw,yeatreday i went auntie mas's house...n agian amirul fahmy is there!but too bad we didn talk..we don even loook at each other..i being very gd gurl yesterday..didn talk to boys...alim...alim...alim/....
happy b-day to M.A n Aruba,yee...she's the man!!she's rox!!
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
ok,tell u briefly wat happen today in skool...arghh,won be bother of my eng. grammer sucks.
Mk, got this new prefect shceduled...n it's sucks.He put me wid ahmed...which i hate so much n i cried for it. he even told me to used my brain ,coz i complain to him this plan ain;t gd..n he jus told me get a brain nadia!Fuck..how could he did this???He 's lookin down at me!!DIA PANDAN RENDAH KAT AKu!!!!Am nopt gonna let it happen...hell no!!PILIH KASIH!!!
