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Monday, April 30, 2007

i'm so fuckin pissed today or should i say....humiliating? I felt so insult today after someone told me tht my blog had a lot of grammer mistake. Sorry,i couln't mention the person name, don't want to make any conflicts here. Btw, i'm so hurt right now b'coz i really hate when a person tell me "hey, nadia...ur english sucks!" ....it;s hurt like hell if someone say tht to me. Since i came to Qatar,i really tried my BEST(i really did) to improved my english all the time but look what ppl said to me now....imagine if someone say something bad abt you on the subject tht u really tried ur best on it.....imagine...... i really care abt this stuff. Bodoh betul pompuan tu, xde benda lain nak cakap ke? I really hate when someone tell me my english suck...I DO CARE!!! Y u want to ruin my mood!>???ARGHHH.....Fine, i show her tht one day i gonna be better than her....i really gonna prove am better than her...i WILL!

Labels: sad days

Thursday, April 26, 2007

err..to those who always read my blog out there(no one maybe), I'm so so so sory abt the lateness/ delay for updating the blog. I jus broke a rules which are....."nadia have to update her blog at least 3 times a week even tho she's fuckin busy" but now i jus broke the rules,yup,the rules i'm makin for myself in order i ll become more discpline. So,for punishment,I'm goin to clean toilet today!!!Nah...tht's too easy...my toilet always clean,nothin to clean there.Emm,wait!!i got it!How abt this?? "nadia can't watch more than 2 telly program today." ok,how is tht sound like???It is a gd punishment for me not updatin my blog for this whole week???Fair?ok,i gonna do it today!

btw,jus came back from The Dance Fest in al waha n it was so borin plus old. They r dancing the same song, same dance, same ppl (except tika tempo) which were no suprise for us anymore. My 15 riyal jus fly like tht...wastin it...15 riyal for me,kiki n gina.Hope they enjoyed it tho. I hang out wid rach,jazz n christie n they jus freakin me out,man!after the Fest were finish, they wanna go to al dhakira b'coz rach said there's new menu come out there. So,we went(wid yon) but suddenly,at the middle of the journey,yon said she have to back to al waha coz her dad gonna pick her up at 9pm. So,rach went back to alwaha wid yon n we continue our journey n everythin was ok back then BUT suddenly easther's mom called askin where NIkki was. ok,great...now Nikki was lost somewhere in alwaha n her mom want us to go back to search for Nikki. So,we went back n when we arrived at alwaha,out body were like sweatin n tiring...btul2 letih!!!ok,one more bad news....we went the outside restaurant(near the pool) so we can have some dinner there, but aduhai....there was lot lots of ppl out there!! we found a seat but the waiter not takin any order coz there's too much order goin on. ADUH!!!At tht moment,i thought "i really need to home,i can't take this anymore,I'm hungry!!!" So,i was a bit fed up, so i went home n rach the other went home as well eatin al dhakira's food. PHEW....finnally,it's over!

guess who i met in al waha??Ess!!yes,Ess from egypt. He looked like John O'b...clon of John O'b.btw,we had a little chat n then shook hand n said bye2. it feel gd when i met him,remembering back all those memories in akis last yr.....oh,how pretty my last memory in here....

oh yeah...most important thing to say. Ehem,announcement,announcement!!!Attention plz....I got to be Prefect..yeah,again.I'm so happy finally i can get somthin to be out in my Personal folder. But Gina...she should be...but how come she's not??? Btw,i got triple B fro the result of the science exam. I knoe it's bad but the thing is,I IMPROVED!!!last time i got triple C...now i got triple B...next time triple A!!!waaaa,so excited!!!

happy happy happy endin day....

jana

Labels: happy days

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

OMG!!!yesterday was so much fun!!!We(rach,nut,farah,amalina,esther n aida,yup,all the al khor malaysian gurl) were all so CARZy n MaD abt NICOL ANN DAVID!!!!ok,here is the story.....

esther successful convinced her dad to bring us Doha coz no one can send us there to watch the final squash. Well done,Esther!!!At,4pm sumthin,every1 were in rach's house n get ready to move on!n b4 we went out,rach was busy tellin all her on9 friends to watch us in Al-Jazeera Sport.We gonna be on TV,man!!!

so,on the way to Doha.We gossiped so much in the car...even Uncle Ricky(rach's dad) joined us.the jouney was so fun...em,can't believe rach's actually very talketive.She talked so much...n gossiped much too. We arrived Qatar Squash Center like 15 min early b4 the games start. And guess who i met there???WERN SHENG!!!waaaa,my wern sheng was there wid his cute sis!!!He's so shocked to see,his eyes were like opened wided when he saw me.We both shocked!We also saw this HOT CUTE english player.He got Jeihan's face n DJ's hair...imagine how cool is that!Rach n my sis were very crazy abt him!!ehem,they kept looking at him without stoping!!their eyes were stick to him...

Games start...dupp...dupp..dupp!yea,tht's my heart pumpin out loud.Me n rach were so nervous tht nicol might loss.N rach was so so so nervous,i tink she;s nervous than the player.She's like"Nad,am scared!!i don to go home wid embarassment!!i want to pee!!am scared nadia!!"with i-want-to-pee face.I told her to shut up coz everytime she said tht(not only once),Nicol always lost a point!Btw,the game last for 1hr half,long rite?n i can see tht the game was relly tough...Worlds rankin no.1 against world ranking no.2>Nathelie Grinham!it was a rlly gd game n NIcol(from malaysia) had beat her b4 like 6 already!!MAn,tht's quite a lot!!!NICOL,U R MY IDOL..yup,tht's wat i said to her n she's like"thank you thank you"!!!!waaaaa......this is so exciting!!!

after the game,she promised us(only us from al khor,yup we r special) she gonna wait us outside.So,we went to other court n she's there strecthing out!!!She saw us n she waved at us!!!look,she's so friendly...n when we came inside the court,the others malaysian followed us.ishh...they r jus annoyin!nah,not rrllly....jokin jokin...

btw,we had a little chat wid her n her coach,Ronald(Dutch)He was friendly too,he had a chat wid Uncle Ricky n rach was so brave to asked a pic wid him!!!oMG,rach...u r such a brave gurL!!!

after everythin was finsh,completely finish,we went to Mc' Donald for dinner.Funny thing happen there.We went to bathroom n the corridor was so narrow n we all were waitin there for esther n aida to come out from the bathroom.N suddenly Amalina aciddently pushed a little boy(he so cute) n that boy looked so scare n he looked he wanna cry or sumthin...we could see tears from his eyes.He stare at us for a long time n we (the adult) got so so worried tht we r bullyin the kid.So to avoid the kid parents come there,we all chao..or should u say"run away"?btw,it was funny tht a kid like 2 yrs old r scare of us!!!

emm..i don like to write so much now.I ll speak through picx.Seriously,we all enjoyed it so much!!!WE LOVE IT!!!n we came home very late...10pm...n the next day,evert1were sleepy n tired.Me n rach didn talked much today coz we r tired like hell...N stiill can;t believe i TALKED N MET N SHook hand wid nicol!!!worl no1 squash player!!

jana

Labels: happy days

Sunday, April 15, 2007

after tidyin up my room,i went to Ama's house at 11.30 to go to Doha to watch NIcol David (squash)yes..am meetin a World No.1 squash player from Malaysia>>>NICOL ANN DAVID!!!Am so excited abt it!!!i jus gonna say it briefly coz am not in Bloggin mood now....malas!

We met Nicol when she's pacticing.So lucky rite??ppl said it's hard to see her Malaysia, n noe i saw her in jus *click*,there u r nicol!!!Am so excited when i saw her...
when i saw her playin squash against the Netherlands' player,man...u guys should check out her arm,so COOL n FIT!!!n very Athletic too!!!she got a very strong stamina coz the opponent was quite tricky but low stamina,she can't catch up wid nicol!But i love the Netherland's player hair,so spiky n it's RED.i love spiky n red hairs!!!N she's tall n slim too.Nicol won the game(of corse laa)
had lunch at Bennigans n suddenly i remember Benni that r in indo now!!Goddamn it!they r havin even more fun now!!arghh...watever lah,i don care coz i believe Russia trip was so much better than theirs but still wish them have safe journey n have fun as we did in russia!!!
went back to the squash game.N guess hu i saw there???it's akmal n his gf,hanis!!man,i don y i hate them so much...maybe am just jeolous,entahlah...akmal's gettin darker n darker !like a real negro!
i saw many cute boys player too n they jus passin by in front me!!Damn it,wish i knoe their name so i can take pic wid them!!Man,i wish it's badminton,i know every1 in badminton world..i knoe all players.But i didn see Azlan(anothere squash player from malaysia)
congralates to LEMON,she's havin her own blog now.Well done lemon,for listenin to my advice!!!i love her......gd friends...she change me....she inspired me...she make my life colourful....everthing as long it's gd stuff!

i had alot of fun today!i still can;t believe i met Nicol...it's like a dream come true again.I had a wish b4, in MAs...i wish i wanna see NIcol,Beng Hee,Boon Heong,Lee chong Wei(waaa,i'm rlly trilled when i saw him!!!)n Hafiz Hashim.So,i only got Beng Hee tht i haven see............my friends in MAS gonna be so fuckin jeulous when they see this pic,wahhahhahha..minta maaf ya.

jana

Labels: happy days

Friday, April 13, 2007

OMG!!!Ahmed n others ppl that r goin to indo r leavin tonite...err,i tink they already left.Wish them have so much as i do in RUSSIA,nah...it can't happen coz Russia trip was super duper BETTER than Indo trips.Everyone knoe that for Christ's sake!!!And hope they have a safe journey too.I gonna mis u guys like hell man!!!espeacially for ahmed,sidra,sam n saba!!! ok,amalina(a malaysian gurl) came to my house n she's stayin in my house for whole day!!!from mornin till evening!Duh,it was hard to control the excitement!i rlly happy when ppl come to my house n spent a whole day wid ME.Our schedule???ok,first:::.:::

badminton wid Dukhan's ppl.God damn it!I can't believe am vs wid old ppl like my dad.Am playing wid super duper gd player man!!!And of corse,u may guess...i lost!!!!waaaaaaaaaa:(( but it's ok...i don rlly mind abt it!!!i gain more confidence n skill from this tournament.We played at 1pm till 3.30pm.
went home.Getting ready to go to beach(err,it's not rlly a beach,it's sumkind like lake) near the town center.We arrived there like 5pm sumthin,so we only a little time spendin time there b'coz we need to go home b4 its become dark.am very clever,guess wat i brought???i bbrought a book,yes a book!!!(thnx lemon)i spent my whole readin the book at the beach!man...it was so nice wid the peaceful breeze...so nice!!!We even had a ride behind my dad's truck(the open air thingy,behind it...)n it was so fuckin nice babe!!!so much adventure there!!!
had dinnner at Al nakheel.DAmn....i don feel like i wanna write more now...jus don feel like it!!malas laaa...coz am vey tired like hell now,spending the whole day amalina.Oh yea,her sis doesn came wid us coz they r watchin sqaush at Doha.Nicole David was comin here!!Love her so much!!!and i gonnna watch her too tomorrow wid amalina again.
one more thing!!!MY MOM IS SO OBSESSED ABT religion stufff now!!omg,i rlly her for this.She kept complaining the clothes am wearing.She kept saying this"Nadia,don ever wear that shirt gain,it so tight.U wanna show ur body to ppl???it's HARAM nadia,don wear that!!"JEsus Christ man!!i couldn't stand the lecture abt the outfit am wearin!!!DAMN it....hey,i can wear watever i like rite???

:Jana:

Labels: holidays

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

i helped my mom clean this fuckin house this mornin which was so damn borin!!my mom turned on her old fuckin lame song....which make me became more sleepy!arghh...not a gd start today!!!But the breakfast was gd,we ate french toast ,chicken porridge n some last nite pudin that i hide secretly in my own fridge so my sis won eat it!!!wahahhahha,am so mean!keepin gd stuff for myself!so selfish!

went to quran's lesson at 3pm-5pm.emm,my "bacaan" was gettin gd man!wahaha,so proud!but 1 more thing i don like abt it...i mis the first hour of badminton!!!damn it!n even we even came home wid our teacher's car...so embarrasing.My sis hate it so much!So,i went to badminton at 5pm....very late!!!

!!!BADMINTON!!!No one is there!!!!!!!except my badminton buddies>>>Sidra,sana n bhagya.NO ZOKAS N NO CUTIE(MINE)!but all those sadness were gone when SAna had this stupid ideas.She wanna make a performance on the stage coz no one in the hall.We all agree coz we were bored wid badminton coz ZOKAS is not there!!!!*secret here*we only played badminton coz of Zokas!shuiwwww...don tell zokas or any other teacher.!ehem,we actaully fancy Zokas...wahahahah!
back to the performance.ok,we went on the stage n makin our band.We were makin this stupid speeches wid our own *accent*!damn!!sana got this really weird old women's voice!!the pitch was high....u knoe wat i mean rite?So,she kept talkin wid her *voice* n bhagya was talkin in Sri lanka accent n WOW man!she really talked like those indian back in my home country!so "pekat!and i speakin in hip hop style!danm!my hip hop accent was so bad!!!Well,this prove that i don like hip hop n i'm sucks in rappin! Ok,so we sang so many song such as Twinke star,smack that,NIckelback's song,etc.We even sang the Titanic tittle song into rappin style.We had so much fun today!!!really!!i can't believe my badminton buddies were actually gd at singin n they all Gila-gila!am so not gonna forget today!!!!

oh!those indo ppl gonna leave next 2 days!!!am so gonna mis ahmed,sidra,sam,charlie,saba,bil,imad,pit,havouri,barry,benny n ozi!!wish them have a safe journey n thank god they r not in Russian Airlines,if u read news all the time,u ll find out that Russian Airlines always get CRUSH!!pretty scary?yea,thnx god am not in it tooo!!!

*jana*emm,yowning here......so sleepy!

Labels: happy days

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

i went to lemon(aeman) house watchin movie.3 hours in her house,gossiping,chattin wid ahmed,eating....so much fun!n thank god her daddy was not home!phew...man,i love aeman so much(as a gd friends,don ever get me wrong gurls!!!).She affect me so much.She change me into a book nerd,love make-up n self confidence!i really love the way she speak,so pro n fast n clear n MAKE SENSE!she never swear!damn..i love this gurl!she is perfect for everything!EXCEPT she is not gd at sport(oppss,sory lemon)
just came from ngaji and guess wat?Kiki was so fuckin show off her new black nigga ring from farhan,i guess it is an engagement ring,wahahaha!i ve never seen "black" stone n we all jokes around that the ring was cheap(beli kat pasar malam,keukeukeu)One more suprised here>>>GINA CAME to my house!!!ok,fine..it's nothin actually.She came inside n grabbed all my mom's curry(thank god my mom still kept a bit left) n borrowed my phone to called her mom to pick her up.She was so shy when she's eatin,so cute,nigga!!!SHe's shy of my daddy coz my dad was at the living room.Afterwards,she left walkin to her house wid kak piga.Today ngaji was so much fun we,the 3 best friends r together n we kept makin stupid nigga'sjokes...it's lame,that's y ppl laugh!!so stupid!

i just had a little chat wid uzair,yes the bullshit n at the same time i was talkin to ahmed.Ahmed was so fuckin pissed off to uzair coz he said uzair was "converting" into MK.And at that time,me n uzair had a little fight n we kept swearing at each other.!!so cool rite?well,he started it first,he called me maid!!N now i tink i get ahmed's point abt uzair!!i don liked uzair anymore....he's so not cute anymore....HE"S TURNIN INTO MK!!!!OH NOOO!!

oh yeah,i also chat wid rach.We talked abt the garden that i went last time!She is so lucky...u ll soon knoe y after those ppl come back from indo!!!DAmn,y is she always lucky than me!!!!very unfair!rach....kita cemburu niii laaaaaaaaa!:(

jana

Labels: happy days

Monday, April 9, 2007

DUh....sice we came back from the garden(vege) in Doha,my mom was so obsessed abt it n she started rite away trying to make her garden looked like the Doha garden!!!n me n my sis were very busy helping her out!quite fun tho!!she's so obsessed that she told all her friends abt it!!!so anoying!
i started my first quaran class today wid arina's mom.emm,she's quite gd!BUT i mis lemon's house!!!waaaaaaa.....

jana!

Labels: holidays

Saturday, April 7, 2007

I had a really bad mornin coz i had a really horrible stomach pain(gurls knoe y......)but still am forcing myself to go to Doha wid my family n spent our time picking veges at a farm.I don really wanna go but today was speacial coz my dad was here.He's not always home...yeah,busy wid work!So,it will be nice once a month goin out somwhere wid my daddy. Look how much i dedicate myself to this my family.I love them!!!

after we came home from Doha,I immedietly went to my bad coz i couldn't stand the pain anymore!!!i had a terrible stomachache n a terrible headache!!!Damn,I'm such a weak person!N i slept for hours !!!

well,this wasn't the most important thing i wanna tell. what i really wanna say is i jus watched a short drama and it's called "beuty is nothing But beginning of terror",interesting ain't it???yeah,of course it's a Korean Drama.U can call me Queen of Korean Drama coz i watched almost all the Korean Drama for the whole of my life!!!i watched everythin that relate to Korean.There is where i learned Korean,pretty cool,huh?

btw,back to the drama.It's abt an author having an affairs wid a professor n they both were very dramatic. And there was a roomate(he's gay...i'll tell u later) moved to this female author house n helped her sorted out everything that this female author need.He(the roomate) did all the housework for her n he even cooked for her. This female(Soo-jyun) really need to survived with this roomate coz she already been dependent on him.She ll die without him.

ok,here is the twist. This female's bf was a professor teaching German literacture. Emm,wait....i don knoe how to put this story into my own words coz seriously,it is so complecated to understand yet very dramatic n touching.Ok,i ll try my best....

here,this roomate used to date this professor.Yeah,which he's gay(he's cute yow!)He dated this professor a yr ago n then broke up coz this professor don wanna be GAY anymore.So,he left "him" n date this female author. A yr later,this roomate moved to this female house n plan to make her suffer coz he thought that because of this gurl,the professor left him.i would say this roomate was EMO coz he's so sensitive yet dramatic!He wanted to take revenge on his ex-bf coz he suffered so much after the brake up.He make this gurl suffer by makin her became dependent on him.He doesn't want to kill her coz if he kill her,she ll died n death can get over easily.So,he did make this gurl suffer n make her need him for doin the housework!she jus couldn't live without him!!!

this female found out his Bf's past story n abt her roomate too.So,everythin started to change n they ended up committed suicide on a beach....a quite peace one. three of them did the same thing n i tink they wanna killed themselves coz they wanna feel how after death was.What i found out from this drama is HAlf of the suicide are cause by curiousity.PPl wanna knoe wat happen to them after death coz no one could tell them.....am rite?i tink i got a really gd strong point here.mmm,wish i can share this with Aeman coz she's very dramatic person!

So,my point of views on this drama was there is always twist in ur life. This drama was really sad if u really understand the concept,the plot and the twist.It's so touching,dramatic,passionate and shallow.But i didn cry tho coz my feeling doesn goes well wid this drama.My feeling was really shallow,humble(not emo) but i jus couldn let the cry out!Man,i love this feeling!i think i started to understand y ppl love literacture n y they love art.It's the only way they can express themsleves as an odinary ppl wid an extraodinary feeling!!!

p/s:can i get A in english if i write like this...it is so personal n very dramatic!

jana

Labels: holidays

Thursday, April 5, 2007

today was very sad day:

i got last in 400m and am doin for the senior coz no one wanna do it.so i have to compete wid senior sisters!!so unfair !and i wasn ready for it ...am not gd at sprinting !!!arghhh..so embarassing!!!
we lost again on relay.it's all my fault.i let asti beat me up n seriously,i didn mean tho coz my hamstrings were hurt like hell after i ran 400m!!!i blame myself so much abt it!!!we r supposed to win coz we won last yr...but now,am tired!
crimson crosecks got 4th place!imagine how sad it is!!
mrs khan's class was like HELL man! we r watchin stupid video ,doin stpid games and did stupid research abt nanotechnology!!i don tink i get any lesson today.....i felt like i wanna kill HER!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:@
the most important thing....ahmed was really upset today.heis all mess up!!he havent finish up his botball project n he doesn have time to finish it up!poor him!no one is helpin him...except aeman...n i,as a gd friend of him,couln't do anythin for him.....wat i can do now is jus pray for him....hope he get all stuff done b4 the competition!now,am very upset for him,not b'coz he's my gd friend but it jus abt my past. Chee Seng used to be like ahmed n i can remember how upset he was.ahmed just bring all those memory back!

jana

Labels: sad days

hooray!i got scd place in 4 laps without stoping!!!so proud of myself!!!i guess am very gd at long track!!!ish...puji sendiri!!
in business, we won movie with tourism students
today was so lucky until mr.lambros ruined it by given us listenin test!!!duh,it's too easy for me.and lambros looked like mr.jones!HOT
mr.ikbal told us abt prefect n if u r interested plz submit it to HIM tomorow mornin...with the prefect application form.i gonna go for it!!!
we,the MUN ppl had assembly to do today,for the KS3 kids...fun n easy!i talked without lookin at the paper...so cool!

jana(yea...tomorrow last day of school)

Labels: school days

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

tomorow is sport day n i gonna do 1500m run...5 laps!yesh..i gonna die on the middle of the race,so prepare an ambulans for me!!!I didn do any practice,only once then stopped coz ....i bet i gonna get last tomorow!!!arghh ami wore glasses today...n he looked damn cute,man!!!he rlly looked Aiman....so cute!!!i wonder wat ami gonna do tomorow... today in science(mrs khan's class) i got 2 waqrnin from her n noone.!!waaa.//noone,mad at me!!!ok,first on 5 min break,rach said she wanna used the heater thingy,so i went outside n switch it on,but then she screamed coz she was shocked wid the sound of the heater!!!so stupid!!n mr noone was outside the bathroom door n he said"nadia,y did u press that"n i jus smiled n went away before mrs khan came inside the bathroom n yelled at those gurls in the bathroom!!!ishhh,rach,y did u screamed!??? n scd trouble(again it's from rach)...mrs khan told us to do some research abt nanotechnology...n i turned music the on n rach pi turned it loud so mrs khan heard it n she told me to get away from rach!!!waaaaaaa,first warnin from mrs.khan!!!maluuu!!! rach!!y u cause so many trouble for me today??? JANA! WISH ME GD LUCK TOMOROW!!!

Labels: happy days

Monday, April 2, 2007

ARuba!!!!u lied to me!!!!1500m wasn 3 n half lap..it's 5 lap !!!i swear i gonna die on the race !!!mampus aku!!!!i did practice yesterday but i lap already tired like OUT of BREATH!!!HIHUHHIHUHU................LETIH!!!!!!!!!!!! wish me luck ppl!!!! 15OOM>>>>ME,LOUBY,poi n egit....u tink i can win?? ps:check gina's blog,there alots of "our" picture in russia there....very sweet!!! jana!:D