Sunday, February 25, 2007
oh god!today was so borin,i spent the whole day doin lambros's project n then i went to gym wid no one...louby was sleepin,farina were not allowed,regina got h/w to do,kiki went somewhere wid her boy n that fuckin ahsan doesn come;he were suppose to come at 3...but where the heck is him?fuck him!arghhhhhh!!!:(
after i came back from gym,i wen to played badminton wid my sis...it was no fun at all...i felt like miss sumthin but i don knoe wat is it...duh,this feeling keep buggin me...i don like it!:([but suddenly i felt like i miz my old b.friend,Lee Chee Seng(he's in heaven nnow)n then i started to burst out into tears everytime i mis him...i jus couldn' help myself,so i went to the tennis court(no one was there) n cried as much as i could!!his death was already 2 yrs ago, but i still can see his face n his smile...he's was rly gd to me...he always there whenever i need him n he looked exactly like ahmed A...that's y am nice to Ahmed coz he jus keep reminded me of my friend,Chee Seng...so,everytime i rly mis him,i ll cry...am so emo,don i???at that moment,i really wish sum1 is there to comfort me down...but no 1 is there...asshole,where r u when u need u??i really hate u...ARGHHHH!am so stress now!!!Fuck u AHsan...i don need u anymore...u r jus my toys..i hate toy!!!:(:(:(
so,i gonna dump him tomorow...i ll jus said to him wat i tink abt him..i really want to say sumtin harsh to him...but i don wan to hurt his feelin..so,i ll jus keep that angry feeling to myself...i won said it to him...i ll try my best to say it as nice or polite as possible...as long i didn hurt his feeling....but still,i don feel like i wan to break up wid him...i do love him,but there is sumthin i don like abt him..i don knoe wat is it...arghhh,am so stress today!!!!!!!!
(Lee Nadia...be strong!!don be so emo!!!!)
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